I was about five minutes away from having my perfect fantasy and boy I was super excited. I’d been going to give phone sex a try for about as long as I can remember but I just kept making excuses as to why it wouldn’t work for me.
I thought the moment they heard my voice they would hang up, or I would just be so boring they wouldn’t want to chat with me. I don’t know why I was so worried, but that’s just how I felt. It took loads of courage for me to start to dial those numbers and yet when they answered the phone I felt those worries slip away in an instant.
I was now having credit card phone sex with a total cutie and I had her eating out of my hands. It turns out she loves talking to older men and she also likes to have a good laugh. I was telling her a few of my jokes and I could tell she was laughing at them because she wanted to, not because she felt as though she had to.
Looking back now I feel a little silly for being so worried but I can understand why I was. When it comes time to try something new that can be when the nerves show the most. Having said that if you have a fantasy you have to go outside of your comfort zone or you might never be able to make that fantasy a reality.